Okay, I had it.

Yesterday, after my first day of training at my new job I waited for my daughter to show her face. She doesn't do much of that around here anymore. She's had a lock on her room which has no key and travels in and out her bedroom window. Chaos has stricken our little family. Of course, this is all happening while I had been trying to find a job. Of course. Anywhoo, long story short between coming home whenever she feels like it and not going to school and throwing out things that are mine or our food, I have had it. Last night, I heard someone in her room and waited for who I thought was my daughter to come out. It was not. It was her best friend who I demanded tell me where my daughter was. "Outside." I took that opportunity to take the locking door knob off her door and put a lock on her window. It was then that her friend ran outside to tell her. Her room was in shambles, sifted through, things taken down from the walls. I had to wonder what she was up too? Moving out? Running away? So, because it's been on my mind for awhile I reported my daughter to the county sheriffs for behavioral problems and reported her missing as well. The officer and I agree she is most likely at a friends and in no danger but this behavior has to stop. No matter how, it has to stop.

Just Checking In

This library sucks but it's really better than nothing at all. My neighbor and friend brought me here today after we went out for groceries. Things are tight financially still and probably will be for awhile so unless a hard drive falls out of the sky my posts are going to remain few and far in between.

The kid is back in school, she missed her first day. It's been a scramble to get back on the school track and because of the budget she didn't get any shiny new clothes for school yet. I know she knows I will buy her a ton as soon as I can but it still sucks and I feel pretty crappy about it.

I have been reading a lot and read "The Western Guide to Feng Shui" and it was super interesting and I made a lot of changes in my home, I am hoping they help. Honestly, I just feel better so if that's all these changes help that's OK too!

Thanks to everyone that's been checking in on me. I would say call me sometime but my purse & cell and that important stuff you're not supposed to keep in your wallet was stolen from me - Grrr! That's OK though it will work out it always does. Stay well :)